Considering how badly I've been doing lately with eating junk food, I think I deserve an award. I spent three hours at work tonight beside an entire box full of mini eggs, and another box full of cream eggs, and I didn't…

Why do I have to lose control all the time? Where did all my willpower go? I used to be so good at restricting and staying away from junk food. Now, anytime I see it, it's like I have to eat it. I'm such a horrible perso…

Yesterday was horrible. I was SO tired, and when I get that tired, I don't care at all about what I put into my mouth. I wasn't even able to count the calories. I started out with some granola and yogurt, which wasn't b…

I'm going to try my hardest to stay away from the cookies & such tomorrow. I can't believe how horribly I've been doing lately. I'm too ashamed to even post my intake and [lack of] outtake. Bruuutal. This is probably…

I haveeeee to fast tomorrow after lunch. No matter what. I refuse to lose control again like I did tonight. Absolutely refuse. So it'll be a 20-hour fast approximately, plus MAJOR working out. I know it's not that long, …