EatYourselfThin's Xanga

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 23:45:46 GMT

I've signed up for Body By Glamour, so I hope it helps me. I'm in no particular rush to lose this weight, I just want it gone by summer.

I can't do it!

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 17:12:47 GMT

What the hell is wrong with me? where did all my willpower go?! no matter how hard i try, i can't even do a raw food fast?!

i need some serious help.

Raw Fooding Today

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 12:15:53 GMT

I have to do this. I need to lose 5 pounds by April 17th. Raw fooding today, tomorrow, and whenever I can next week.

Control, please?!?!?!

Hahahhaha

Fri, 03 Apr 2009 12:13:44 GMT

I'm such a fucking failure.

Fasting

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 11:51:35 GMT

I know this is kind of coming out of no where, because I haven't posted in so long, and in the last few posts I said I was doing really well, but I've been eating a lot of junk food lately and I haven't weighed myself so I'm all freaked out. I'm going to try my hardest to do a fast today and for most of tomorrow if I can. I haven't done a fast in a long time so it might be difficult.

I just need to look hot for April 17th because I'm having a party. I don't think I've gained, but I haven't gotten below 130 yet, which is 10 lbs above my goal. I've settled, and I can't have that any more. I need to lose these last 10 pounds.

I'm back ..

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 20:00:00 GMT

.. for now.
I know it's been a long time since I've posted anything, but whatever it is that I've been doing apart from Xanga has been working. The scale this morning said 129 lbs. What a great feeling! Nine more pounds and maintaining. That's the dream.

=]
How's everyone else been doing?

Damn

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 21:40:25 GMT

This boy is doing me some good. I'm down to 130 =].
Ten more pounds and this can all be over!

Butterflies .

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 13:30:02 GMT

Hm, who would've thought that having butterflies in my tummy would kill my appetite? This is a pretty good technique, I'd say.

Ever since I've been hanging out with this boy, I haven't really wanted to eat. I'm down to 131.5 lbs or so =]. I guess it's also partly because the weather's been nicer out so I've been walking a bit more.

<3

I love when things work out .

Sat, 21 Feb 2009 14:43:39 GMT

I told my mom I would stop at Tim Horton's before work (which I don't plan on doing). Then when I come home from work, her and my dad are going to be out for dinner and a movie with some friends. I'm totally off the hook. No eating for me today =]

Friday, February 20, 2009

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 23:48:56 GMT

I am going to try so so so hard tomorrow to not eat anything. I'm hanging out with a boy on Sunday and I can't be bloated. I'm down to 133 lbs, but that's still 13 lbs higher than I want to be.

Ohh please let me have control.